4 Poems
Stevie Belchak
WHY A SILK SCARF IS THE ULTIMATE SUMMER ACCESSORY
dear world,
I don't even know
a silver tray of cigarettes
a brutalist home underwater
wanting to be held down
hole in this poem
gnawed by moths
what gives
what gave
it's thrilling
how long a long long
time can be
the sun setting beyond the boat that my baby calls a boat
a raven's muscle making rain
my hooped mouth a coupe
dried orange adrift
a bird, of course
I was supposed to be bones
crossing over water
which had become a different water
lie like a shard in the oracle’s mouth
wash up on another's shore
I hear my pocket rattle
my baby cry
watch a woman cycling through Kyiv
one day you wake up and no wind moves
one day you wake up and find out you are you
green trees
ordinary sky
moss
as moss
it's the term of the sale
having a body
where air should be
THE DEPARTMENT OF DEFENSE IS NOW THE DEPARTMENT OF WAR
I point to the moon and call it the moon
Ankle grazing dawn
Sun struggling through
I move between rooms and feel rather
It is believed that to prove permanence one must laugh for no reason
Arms like counterbalance
Throats soft engines
I read the foundation of a forever closet is money
A quail egg on Versace china
Beluga caviar for a cat
I've spent all my life pulling this body to shore
That's how it is, isn't it?
Instead of the wall
The Exact and the Vast
Simulation, expired and tumbling
A time slip in a French garden
An extra armhole in the night
The best is when nothing happens
The most is a hundred teeth deep in garden soil
Sometimes I sleep in my childhood bed
Warmth radiating down
Dearest Jared Leto
Language is a cage
Love a small disturbance
Chase it
Feeling’s burning arrow
Jetlagged and bleary
In the distance the tallest tower, the tallest crane
Private family temples
Fog in the hills, fog in the mouth
There must be something I'm saying when I say it
Perhaps that I am too invested in glass objects and their not breaking
The feeling of cold rain on feet
I repeat a movement to confirm my body is a body
Looking around
Not wanting this anymore
Euro-brasserie fare of four decades,
Field, path
Flowers
Ground along the way
I just sort of stepped
I just sort of fell in
Man I watch from afar,
Did I tell you I built you this chair so you might sit closer
That there are only two more acts
The middle in which I open my mouth like an oblong star
Then all that is left
ALL HAIL THE NEW YORK INFLUENCER WHO POSTED
TIKTOKS THROUGHOUT HER WEDDING
the edge of lyric is tender
form: affixed to seeing
there is the imagined warmth and there is imagined grain
sun striking your studio apartment
exile of hoar
baldaquin of vista
hummingbird piping sugar water at the window
if this is my end
what do I have and have
to show?
masturbatory art
an outfit to match
I am learning to accept
the conditions of toil
waking up and remembering we all die
a man falling over a sack of flour
his black shirt black, his blue jeans blue
an article about Los Angeles losing its fruteros
if this is work
let it be the work that feeds you
body of snow
ambient debris
of course I am trying to not to be
that woman who died on the internet
TIMMY AND KYLIE ARE FINALLY RED-CARPET OFFICIAL
I wonder where the people have gone
no eggs in the supermarket
the blue of sky and its ceasing
near our rental a bulldozer knocks down a wall
then another wall
behind that wall
form falling outside itself
I photograph
a telephone pole before a magnolia tree
make light of interval
then I forget the pole
tree
seeing
in the afternoons
I walk across the street
then across that street
to another street
a plastic bag blowing in the wind
a digital print from negative
a piece of another Provence
what metier
what blinking
what else
can be said
sound is exactly what sound sounds like
in another life I was a Belgian saint, eating trash
my soft organs were pulled to the surface, weighted
in soft hands,
examined softly then put
back in place
my personal effects catalogued:
feather, epoxy, textured poplin,
something tortoiseshell, something
designer, something
knockoff
remember: a shoreline is not a line
write this down
write this down again
I am not at the party
I am not at the party
I am missing the ocean
which is also the sea
