3 Poems
Yagmur Akyurek
THERE
Dad flew to Canada
There’s nothing to do now but kick it
Drinking cold milk scared
The birds there
Mary running the tap
A light goes on or comes off
That rock we like to read
Teeth enter the conversation
An odd cottage was once yonder
Past the trickle of smoke
Just mere steps before
The language of experience
Oh yes
I’ve set the clocks back
Then forward again
And just an inch the other way
Backwards seeming
Until begins
The chime of history
Repeatedly interrupted
Though glorious
In how it is forever
Until
I’ve set the clocks back
Tony’s here to arm wrestle
I am feeling very together
White noise approaches daily
Grandmothers love to call him “young man”
Other times I love
Populations that stare
Just now a banging wind
Perfect to speed up
My strength in the whistling contest
Losers are the ones who crack the eggs
Trees let out their busted thoughts
I judge ‘em!
Really change never has been worthwhile
As seen by a hangnail that keeps
On going on
What to do about unprecedented floods of feeling
It is my belief that
Best part of nature is finding small path
A mouth where everyone has the same name and I
Attend the gospel of whispering in my friend’s ear
While he swims frog-like
Then walk up to a building
I won’t say which building
Because only “good” can emerge
From such definition
I’d rather promote the spread of gossip
Which implies a jerky movement
Where one is always left French
As in, left out
As in, “I don’t understand”
Because one is, well, French
Or rather, the more immeasurable significance
Of looking
Which leads me to the conclusion that
A good clue is entirely absent from my life
Beyond this point
I’d like a show to go on!
THE RISE OF CONCRETE SOCIAL RESEARCH
Actually, I was especially qualified.
The realm I traversed
One can only describe as “scientifically banal.”
An elevator revealed itself as mirrored.
As task, I was split into two.
It was an odd paralysis.
Imagine some child orders 1,000 years of fireworks,
And when you expect the big explosion,
It briefly sees you.
‘Ideas,’ I said.
‘Oh, as for ideas –– ––’
‘Well,’ I hazarded, ‘as for ideas –– –– ?’
My knees buckled
In the gesture of aha.
‘Twas a hole in the ongoing boot.
I will show you the shape of my assessment.
The surface of rock like a thing recalled.
We are moving all the time.
It’s true.
WATER SIGNS
“Today I learned qualities”
Pleased that the snow was able to see inside all the homes
I had at last discovered the perfect cure and needed nothing more than water
The delayed record of my regret
I’m writing it all down here
Dirmit came to realize her father had been going downhill since the day he lost his hat
Then he launched into a lengthy explanation that the stars that glittered in the sky were in fact scaly
fish, that beneath the seas another world existed like this one and that human beings had sprung
from water and would return to it
Surely of itself and not
I listen wisely always
Counterpart to Blanqui’s view of the world: the universe is a site of lingering catastrophes
And, well, one must go through Intercourse to get to Paradise, PA
So there is a kind of belief in that which is no longer visible, tho things get dicey at night
Like melting ice traveling down the windshield is holy
It’s ants
Or, Heimlich: A mitten
Because I was working when the boy came up to me and said “social status is everything”
That was lowkey calm
Now, who’s Dirmit?
Such virtuality makes its force felt as intervention
In a time lost to feeling and some tide
You can read whole novels these days and not know that the characters drive cars to work every morning
So I become someone who fattens at the expense of a crisis
Unheimlich: A mitten with the thumb in the center of the palm
“Do I look to you to be correcting an approach to love?”
Distraction refers not to the inability to concentrate, to mere inattention per se
So we trek towards the untenable lake
It is a form of accomplishment rather than a failing
Go, I say, I cut my way - to the “baptysmal splash”
Where there’s a kid getting schooled in e-chess
The boy’s goal is a structure of quotation that will speak for itself
A concern with the peripheral
Or, Consistent intermittence
In the way I deploy a very strict discipline to leave the “G” halfway drunk
It is necessary to insist that I have the highest unity of spirit in mind
“It is”
Definition of an actor: disposable face
I have my light years, and they
